beloved one-*

2007-06-15T20:20:00.000+08:00

what is the worst thing that can ever happen to you?

meeting failure and no one is around for you. =(

blood type

2007-06-15T01:19:00.001+08:00

Your Inner Blood Type is Type A

You seem cool and collected, though a bit shy.You are highly driven and a perfectionist, but that's a side you keep to yourself.Creative and artistic, you are a very unique person who doesn't quite fit in.People accept you more than you realize, seeing you as trustworthy and loyal.
You are most compatible with: A and AB
Famous Type A's: Britney Spears and Hilter

What's" Your Inner Blood Type?

2007-05-27T22:14:00.000+08:00

thanks friends for being there for me recently, esp alvin, yuting, fang yong, terence, jasmin and nate. thanks! (:

im kinda addicted to this song now. let me share it with you. (:

Way back into love.

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

2007-05-06T18:19:00.000+08:00

my sudden addiction.

im kinda addicted to queueing for more donuts. i queued for 2 and a half hours yesterday for 2 dozens of donuts from donut factory. YUMMY!

tmr is monday again! i want my holidays! i dont wana do anything else and yea! haha. kidding.

reflections and assignments are drowning me alive. i'll survive public speaking! (:

im suffering from this illness called obsessive compulsive disorder. its holidays agaiN! (:

2007-05-02T10:37:00.000+08:00

the truth is, im quite tired of certain things. waiting! tt's 1. i really dont understand why ppl flirt. and im not watching spiderman 3 with you alr! argh. why is my sat not occupied?! i shall leave it to entreprenuership then. do you take me seriously?

2007-05-01T21:39:00.000+08:00

sch reopened! and i finally get to see my classmates for the first time on monday! YAY! and ive got plenty of assignments to do. entreprenuer i hate this word. i had to do some issue presentation and essays on tt darn word. LOL.

shheeesshh. i want another holiday. i wana my cheesecakes. i want some time play. i need to be away from work. just give me my breaks. hahahahh! i hate my timetable. i just wana rant! LALA!

where am i going for SIP? im not sure either. LOL. (:

talk to me! (:

2007-03-20T13:36:00.000+08:00

im quite happy to see my new KAISTOR! kaigen, kaion and kaizer! though a lil' disappointed with the turnout rate. im sure you can do better in FOC and FOW!

im withdrawing out from council camp as a participant. however, i have a great great candidate to bring to you, JINGWEN! my HGL and main comm in D and D. she'll be a great asset to the union. serious. im proud of you. thumbs up! (:

A happier me. Life goes on.

2007-03-19T23:30:00.000+08:00

im still running a fever after this dangerous trip in malaysia last night. and i really do feel very uncomfortable even when i step into the meeting room. i just dont feel well at all. i hate this feeling. brghh.

and im feeling so upset. but just no one knows. =(

d and d is coming like really soon. next wed. please buy the tickets from meeeee! sighh. im gonna be really busy. serious. last few laps. i can do it (:

i didnt do very well for my exams. just bs and cs. ive gotta work harder next sem! (:

i do get emotional. and i really miss my grandma so much. 10 more days is her 3rd death anniversary.

give me a hug (:

feeling

2007-03-19T23:27:00.000+08:00

Feeling
Love It When You Call

I found a switch
You turn it on
I hit the ditch
You carried on
I was so near
Now you're so far
Are you quite sure
Just who you are?

Oh I, thought you could use a friend but you don't seem to have the time
Oh and I, I wonder if you'll ever get to say what's on your mind
Take a little time
C'mon Take a little time

I love it when you call
I love it when you call
I love it when you call
But you never call at all
So what's the complication?
It's only conversation
And I love it when you call
But you never call at all, oh....
He loves it when you call
He loves it when you call

Remember me?
I used to be
Your best-time buddy
That you couldn't wait to see
We're getting old
It takes it's toll
And hearts getting broken leads to people growing cold

Oh I, I'm flipping with a coin that's got a tail on either side
Oh and I, I'm gonna be the one who makes you stop and realise
You could have it all, yeah
We should have it all

I love it when you call
I love it when you call
I love it when you call
But you never call at all
So what's the complication?
It's only conversation
And I love it when you call
But you never call at all, oh....
He loves it when you call
He loves it when you call

Yeah baby, yeah I want to be your saint,
Yeah, and I wonder who you've seen
And I hope you've found your dream
When you do I really hope it's what it seems

I love it when you call
I love it when you call
I love it when you call
But you never call at all
So what's the complication?
It's only conversation
And I love it when you call
But you never call at all, woo...

2007-02-07T21:41:00.000+08:00

Scratch

It's a big girl world now
Full of big girl things
And everyday I wish I was small
I've been counting on nothing
But he keeps giving me his word
And I am tired of hearing myself speak
Do you ever get weary?
Do you ever get weak?
How do you dream
When you can't fall asleep?

I've been wondering what you're thinking
And if you like my dress tonight?
Would you still say you love me
Under this ordinary moonlight?
I'm so afraid of what you'll say.

Chorus
I'd like to know if you'd be open
To starting over from scratch
I'd like to know if you'd be open
To giving me a second chance

I used to think I was special
And only I have proved me wrong
I thought I could change
The world with a song
But I have ended up in India
With no lamp to guide me home.
The strangest place I think I have ever been
And all this timeI thought that we were friends
My stubborn will is learning to bend.

Chorus
I'd like to know if you'd be open
To starting over from scratch
I'd like to know if you'd be open
To giving me a second chance

I'd like to know if you'd be open
To starting over from scratch
I'd like to know if you'd be open
To giving me a second chance

It's a big girl world now
Full of big girl things

2007-01-31T22:03:00.000+08:00

learn to live happier. (:

there's so many things i wana rant, blog, say but i just cant. i need donuts and love.

deep down me, im just an ordinary girl who puts up a strong front.

2007-01-28T22:43:00.000+08:00

i went to JB today! handled some family matters and then back to shopping! hahaha. i bought 2 pants, 1 skirt and 2 pairs of shoes. really terrible okay. i shall not spend so much again. hahah!

i need some donuts. really.

2007-01-26T23:29:00.000+08:00

i must learn to take depression, anger and all this kinda shit.

everyone will wished to be appreciated by the things they had done. oh well at least for me. but wadever. im just wasting my time there.

LALALA. jap test was so difficult lar. SHIT. i hope i can pass. hahhaaa. proj are here again when exams are near. so ridiculous. FIELD assignment. can u believe it?

i need a good laugh (:

2007-01-22T23:12:00.000+08:00

im really sick man. very bad to start this year. havent been feeling well since then. help =(

i wana work. but do i have the time? (;

2007-01-10T22:55:00.000+08:00

im sick. down with terrible throat cough flu and wadsoever. and now im rushing for so many many things.

1. Japanese Project
2. Japanese Test on fri
3. Mice interview tmr
4. facilities MGMT project

brrrgghhh. i just got 2 hours of slp last night.

i just need to rant. im sorry. i'll be fine. BOO!

2007-01-09T19:43:00.000+08:00

you've changed. i just dont understand why. tell me what happened please? im really upset.

2 more individual projects to go.

2007-01-04T00:52:00.000+08:00

countdown with andrew guang xiao hong chiang eugene and roy was fun. andrew saw many of his friends. LOL.

happy new year all. (:

2007-01-04T00:47:00.000+08:00

why are we stereotyping ppl and leaving them out? that is really mean. i guess i just need to have my say. dont leave ppl out. everyone has a chance to learn. its a matter of time. how will you feel as an individual. stop mocking at ppl. i felt guilty but now i believed everyone of us are overdoing it. i really dont know how to put it across.

im so upset. everywhere everyone seemed so political and practical.

i want to live happy.

2007-01-01T14:21:00.000+08:00

ppl just dont understand and i dread to explain it all over again.

msg is passed and we all know that the same message can be different from the last.

it was never my intention.

nvm. i feel sorry for you.

i so wanted denise to be in otc. =(

2006-12-19T00:36:00.000+08:00

im really upset. seriously. and im not anticipating the long awaited events anymore. i just hope that ppl grow and mature. and most importantly. dont take things too person. i hate it when ppl have their fake or put-up personality. we should adopt a new culture. instead of asking ppl on this and that, i think we should just lend our helping hands. everyone wants to see successful events. we should not look at ppl with that bias aspect. its unfair.

lets not talk about that.

my skin is peeling and im feeling itchy. going back to tp tmr.

im falling sick. doubt i'll be fine in a few days time. but nvm i'll be okay.

somebody cheer me up please. =(

yee ping is a strong girl. (:

2006-12-17T20:35:00.000+08:00

tp rawks outing was fun. and im burnt and sore. =(

everyone's getting emo right now. maybe i feel it too. boo.

where are youuuuuu.

2006-12-16T00:33:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wonder, wad have i done wrong to deserve some unequal treatments. maybe being too straight forward kills it all. wadever. at least i know im not that sort of ppl who pretended to be so nice.

looking back, ive recalled some names which left me some memories.

songda- my first poly forum friend. btw, ur cert is still with me. i miss all the laughters and jokes with u.

jason- my classmate. i know u'll support me in my union events and u really made a good proj mate. i swear. ppl might not appreciate how and wad kinda things u do, but i do. you're one really nice guy whom i respect.

guang- HAHA. many many jokes. had fun working with you and knowing you as my friend. now that you're going to the army tmr. hahaha. keep in touch mate.

andrew- thanks for being such nice friend. (:

eileen- i miss u much. we've always wanted to go out but we cant cos time doesnt permit. best friend. =(

michelle- i guess both of us are really busy to catch up with each other. but i hope that we will still keep in touch. i miss her too. (:

vanessa- full of laughters. i miss u. havent been talking to you.

rebecca- best friend! hahah. u knew me much but ever since i stepped into tp, i havent been updating with you. and still i miss you. (:

i miss my frog lover. off to penang for days. nice birthday surprises (:

oh well. i guess i should get some rest now. feeling heaty in there. =(

TP RAWKS!! outing tmr. (: Sentosa =(

2006-12-07T23:50:00.000+08:00

im back again. everyone around seemed so emo today. it influences my mood. many thoughts on my mind. i feel so lonely all of a sudden. maybe ppl can stop giving me attitude. i need to be free!

i long to go out with U!

2006-11-27T23:49:00.000+08:00

im pretty upset nowadays. everything seemed so tough on me. projects are piling up and so much plannings are coming. TP rawks is coming. movie screening is tmr.

thanks JW. for going out with me over the weekends and cheering me up. he gives me much laughters. im happiest. (:

thanks guang for all the msg which made me laugh today.

thanks alvin for lunching with me and listening to me rant.

thanks yuting for helping me to sort out the stuffs.

thanks terence for clearing my doubts.

i just need to feel appreciated and my presence known. sometimes ppl are just so insensible.

2006-11-22T21:50:00.000+08:00

im getting sick and tired of things right now. dont give me that attitude. scram!

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2006-11-18T14:43:00.000+08:00

im so upset.

2006-11-13T21:48:00.000+08:00

ive been losing my stuff. clifton lost my thumb drive. and i lost this envelop which has at least $50 bucks in it. sad. my bf lost his $700 camera. what happened to us. projects are here. OH NO!

2006-11-11T00:47:00.000+08:00

its been long since ive updated. ive been sick and am really tired. its true. projects are here. and submissions are like. . . next week. then we've got our OTC. so many issues for me. right. things becoming. . . im sleeping in a queen size bed. but to my horror. im sleeping with my younger sis. shit. my new chair is coming tmr. it's really cool. righhhhht. the rain. it is weird. it was raining very heavily in habourfront centre but not in sentosa. a bridge across?! i was at boon keng. it was raining very heavily too. then came the very loud thunder. and the rain stopped. wad phenomenon. GOOD LUCK to all in race and Fadzly, your hockey match. im going SP tmr for some IPSU event. supposed to go to lawrenz's place for dinner. but i cant. ive got projects to rush on. SHIT MAN.

dear lord, please save me.

2006-10-31T23:32:00.000+08:00

oh its time to blog again. finally. phew. i had been running around hotels after hotels, negotiating and meetings. OMG. just when i finished my part as admin and venue department, OTC is here to scare me and projects too, they are here to haunt me. BAD memories man. haha. so so so many PBLs. oh my.

my bday. ive got a nicely baked oreo cheesecake. yummy yummy. thanks. not to forget. thanks for all the testimonials and sweet sms ppl. (:

i shall just keep myself busy and not think of anything much.

CHEERS TO MISS TAN. happy birthday mr president. (:

2006-10-23T02:12:00.000+08:00

Simple Plan- Don't wanna think about you.

Can you leave me here alone now
I don't wanna hear you say
That you know me
That I should be
Always doin what you say

Cuz I'm tryin to get today
And there's one thing I know

I don't wanna think about you
Think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
I Don't wanna think about you
Or think about nothin
Don't wanna talk this one out
I won't let you bring me down
Cuz I knowI
don't wanna think about you

Don't wanna think about you

When I wake up here tomorrow
Things will never be the same
Cuz I won't wait
Cuz you won't change
And you'll always be this way

Now I'm gonna get through today
And there's one thing I know

I don't wanna think about you
Think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
I don't wanna think about you
Or think about nothin
Don't wanna talk this one out
This time I won't let you bring me down
Won't let you shut me out
This time I know
I don't wanna think about you

Run away
Run away
Running as fast as I can
Run away
Run away
I'll never come back again
Run away
Run away

Don't wanna think about you
Think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
Don't wanna think about you
Think about me
Don't wanna talk this one out
I don't wanna think about you
Think about me
Don't wanna figure this out (figure this out)
I don't wanna think about you
Or think about nothin
Don't wanna talk this one out
This time I won't let you bring me down (bring me down)
Won't let you shut me out (shut me out)
This time I knowI don't wanna think about you

Run away
Run away
I don't wanna think about you
Run away
Run away
I don't wanna think about you
Run away
Run away
I don't wanna think about you

2006-10-21T13:56:00.000+08:00

sch's reopening soon. dread it.

my date was cancelled today.

went changi airport for a meeting with clifton yiling and jingwen. thanks clifton for accompanying me. before i receive that bad call. after tt i went home. took 27 to sengkang. (:

hmm. yepp. it feels good walking home by myself. just dont wana think about anything that will bring me down. i was walking back from compasspoint today, i finally had this opportunity to watch and stare at the sky for stars. but there's none. i guess its the haze. that brought me memories. this 45 min walk might have just burnt some of my calories too. but i feel fresh and good.

if you're here. you'll give me a call. (:

2006-10-20T14:49:00.000+08:00

my girlfriends celebrated my bday two years back. it was a surprise and i really miss them.

this yr im having my culinary lessons on my bday. shit.

2006-10-19T03:53:00.000+08:00

i kinda hate this but i have no choice. hate it hate it. BOO!

WHERE IS MY BOYFRIEND?!

2006-10-18T14:28:00.000+08:00

WAD HAPPENED TO MY TAG BOARD?!

i am a computer idiot and i really dont know wad to do about it. hahahah! somebody saveeeeeee ME!

sch is reopening and shit. tt means im going back to my little island. BOOOOOO!

MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING 25 OCT! HOHOHO. tt highly anticipated day! i spent it with alvin guang and eng meng last year travelling from hotels to hotels. and then settled down in Carl's Junior. HIAK HAIK.

2006-10-15T01:45:00.000+08:00

my days had been tough.

2006-10-07T14:30:00.000+08:00

monday wed fri- gym
tues thurs sat sun- DB

damn.

i went to the gym today. something new. heh.

goodbye alvin 04 and huan kai. take care in there.

last year ive got a nice star drawn for my bday. what will i get this time? (:

you lied and i hate liers. stop behaving like i nv exist.

2006-10-04T03:39:00.000+08:00

i know i have to live with it. so i shall not complain. 7 days a week and 24 hours a day is really not enough for us.

d and d and otc are here. planning shall be as cool as before if not better. (:

im getting back my contacts from my primary sch tuition class. how cool is it. we're the outstanding and fun batch. this is so exciting. (:

(:

2006-10-02T05:39:00.000+08:00

loud mouth. stop your bitch feat.

i seemed to have lots of time on hand but nothing to do. on the other hand i feel that ive got lotsa things to do but not enough time. i had a bad dream last time about otc. the turnout rate was only 65. and it did scare the shit out of me. my soft toy made a sound the night before when i was on the phone last night. no one touched that time. could it be. . . i better not think too much or someone has to sing for me to make me sleep. hahaha.

my birthday is coming. im counting down. (;

2006-09-23T08:14:00.000+08:00

im back from poly forum 2006. it was fun. i made many friends. LOL. i need to catch up with my slp. im feeling so bored now. holidays and ive got nothing to do. =(

2006-09-16T13:28:00.000+08:00

hady and jonathan came to sch and it was like a big hooha! alrights. thanks sub comms. (:

i dont like to do so many things and dont feel appreciated. im sick and tired of all these things. mean wad u say and always say wad you mean. im not gonna do it again. you are not as simple as i thought. and i dont have the mood to talk bout this with you. just leave me alone.

2006-09-15T08:54:00.000+08:00

this is your two paragraphs. here we go.

songda is not bad lar. he is always there when i am alone. hahaha. he better not pangseh me during poly forum. he is my nice friend who will always try to cheer me up when im down.

i cannot think of anything to say bout you alr. this is your two paragraphs. thanks for mine too. LOL. cheers (:

2006-09-15T07:41:00.000+08:00

just came back from malaysia. my only granny left just passed away. alrights.

94598224 is no longer working.

im tired. there's lots to be updated.

there's many many many many things to be brought to this poly forum. guess wad, we will be sitting on the floor for d and d. SIGH.

sub comms, pls remember to turn up tmr for the SG idol thing. 12 at koi pond. dresscode, FOC shirt.

kden ; ┄─━★ says:
why i slp with GUYS

yeeping- pingalicious yum (: says:
ahahahaa

kden ; ┄─━★ says:
SO SO SO PISSED OFF .

yeeping- pingalicious yum (: says:
sure guy slp with guys wad

yeeping- pingalicious yum (: says:
oh shit

kden ; ┄─━★ says:
as if we going to have SEX LIKE THAT

yeeping- pingalicious yum (: says:
i forgot to tell them u butch

yeeping- pingalicious yum (: says:
how.

kden ; ┄─━★ says:
... YA LAH

kden ; ┄─━★ says:
later my room pple

kden ; ┄─━★ says:
RAPE ME HOW

luckily, no names. (:

2006-09-09T14:37:00.000+08:00

BARCLAYS opens. catch live sporting actions with famous, reknowned golfers all over the world is here. hahaha. interesting. ive been busy doing stuff and providing food for them and their fans. so cool right?

sometimes i just need some time for myself. i always like to take a walk down the street, run many rounds in the stadium, occupy myself with lotsa jobs, chill at the beach, eat and eat non stop, laugh till i cry.

as i held that big warm hands, i feel tears in my heart and luckily i am able to resist them from flowing out. as cliche as it can be, things will nv be the same again.

2006-09-08T17:16:00.000+08:00

ive been really busy. and im gonna be very busy still. my bday is coming! but ive got no clues and plans this time round. i just hoped that it is a good one since its my 18th bday. celebrated with guang alvin and eng meng last year. we went hotels after hotels and settled down in carl's junior. and i dont take beef. hahaha. thanks by the way. this thank you is freeeaakkking late. LOL.

not feeling too good recently. im hot-tempered and moody when u're. im affected by you. i dunno wad happened. dont think you'll say so i dint wana ask much. cheer up please?

2006-09-07T14:29:00.000+08:00

one by one. my friends are going in. tmr is andrew and ah tan. damn fast. the last time i was just planning to play tennis with them and now they'll be away. im quite scared. yet im happy that my friends are serving the nation soon. something to be proud of. hahaha.

wad's with ppl and their wu gui nick? 15 of my friends have that irritating wu gui icon in their nick. maybe i just dont understand. hahhaha. i should have a wu gui too. HAHAHA.

poly forum is coming a week and a half's time. im so not prepared. shiiit.

2006-09-03T14:37:00.000+08:00

happy belated kok sheng. happy farewell ngee ann.

yesterday.

kite flying was. HAHA. its okay. we can try it again at windy area. hahaa. okay. thanks jessie for being such a good host. steamboat cake cutting and photo taking session was great. hope you guys enjoy it too. keep in touch ppl. (:

meeting later. oh no. ive been rushing here and there recently. even after exams. not gonna have a day break next week. sigh. monday, tues im with sentosa leisure group. wed, im with glenda in tp doing our project summary for sub comm camp. thurs fri sat sun, im with rasa sentosa baclay open. -_-"

i wana look for a part time job!

2006-08-30T15:22:00.000+08:00

im back! accounting paper sucks. i cant do accounts for nuts. AR was. . fine. LOL. hmmm. nothing much really happened. HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINYU AND DADDY! had lotsa food today. and the four seasons hotel cake. oh my. im so gonna gain a couple og kGs. OMG. hahahah.

i had a dream days back. in fact i guess its a continuous dream which is rather freaky. a snobbish irritating girl came up to me and started telling me what she can do. flaunting her talents and why guys should go for her. so she questioned me bout my abilities. nothing to flaunt i stepped up and said something really. . . i can make a car travelling at top speed stop in front of me, can you? been there done that, not gonna do it again. i woke up laughings. dreams are dreams the other day i woke up crying. this is weird. two more papers to go. HURRAY!

im demanding, dependent, annoying, irritating, grumpy, not understanding. BRGH!

2006-08-25T07:50:00.000+08:00

am home today. not feeling well. sigh. i better recover really soon. bird flu?

just when i needed to laugh badly. . OMG.

[CTU]sph3r3r3r - Terence Ong is on TV every Sat, starting today.Catch him on Star Sports (Ch.24) at 9.30pm says:
and hey, u shld see me on TV man

[CTU]sph3r3r3r - Terence Ong is on TV every Sat, starting today.Catch him on Star Sports (Ch.24) at 9.30pm says:
look btr than Becks

[CTU]sph3r3r3r - Terence Ong is on TV every Sat, starting today.Catch him on Star Sports (Ch.24) at 9.30pm says:
haha

pingalicious yum- MINE. (: says:
ERM.

pingalicious yum- MINE. (: says:
u gotta check yourself out in the mirror

pingalicious yum- MINE. (: says:
no one dared to say that lar

pingalicious yum- MINE. (: says:
i shall blog on this

pingalicious yum- MINE. (: says:
hahaha

[CTU]sph3r3r3r - Terence Ong is on TV every Sat, starting today.Catch him on Star Sports (Ch.24) at 9.30pm says:
ahahaha....really u shld...

[CTU]sph3r3r3r - Terence Ong is on TV every Sat, starting today.Catch him on Star Sports (Ch.24) at 9.30pm says:
thank god for makeup..

[CTU]sph3r3r3r - Terence Ong is on TV every Sat, starting today.Catch him on Star Sports (Ch.24) at 9.30pm says:
i look good!

[CTU]sph3r3r3r - Terence Ong is on TV every Sat, starting today.Catch him on Star Sports (Ch.24) at 9.30pm says:
hahaha

oh man. some mutton are out for some joke. LOL. thick skin.

(:

2006-08-20T02:58:00.000+08:00

it is time... to update this blog.

let's see. . hmm. okay. sub comm training camp. everything went pretty smoothly. i got to learn quite a bit of stuff here and there. sub comms had fun and were bonded. it was good to me. many centis faces.

agm. it was good. considering the time given and the problems which arises, not to mention, there wasnt any questions posted this year. yepp. cool.

i am happy. happy to see centis coming together again and again for all the outings and camp, not forgeting the upcoming overseas trip. it is really heartwarming to see that. ppl from different courses and schools, genders and interest. i believe that their friendship will last.

mohawk! i hope you guys can stay and last. (:

but when it comes to mohawk dinner and centis dinner at the same time different locations, i wouldnt know wad to do. luckily we were able to come to a consensus last fri. CPF McDonald. our favourite hang out place after any tpsu event. HAHAH. (:

Sentosa outing was hell lotsa fun. great. we shall meet up soon. (:

exams are near. i better start studying soon.

im trying to ignore my phone. for some reasons. anonymous sender's msg. it gets quite. . NO NAMES.

im sorry. time doesnt permit.

camp

2006-08-11T14:58:00.000+08:00

oh im back. been really busy recently. ive been struggling to breathe. yes and TPSU sub comm training camp is here tmr. not ready also have to be prepared to take this task. hahaa. its a brand new experience for me in tp as a main comm. dealing with a different age group compared to the camps ive done. just realised some crop ups here and there which is rather creepy. IT IS. trust me when u're not ready to take it. thanks for all the guidance ive received the past few days. from the day ive received this proj to the execution day its only 20 days. it had been really tough on me and glenda as we were both new. thanks alvins and all the seniors coming back to help. GUANG, ANDREW, YAO MING, DARREN. (:

i just finished my proficiency test. i screwed the cork too deep into the wine bottle that i cant unscrew it. hahaha. second station was to clear the dishes. super heavy and ive got sweaty palms so i cant carry it all at once. its okay. but changing of the table cloth i had to do twice. third station i was supposed to show salesmanship but but but i dunno wad's leek and i cannot clearly define wad's an egg plant or some bordelaise sauce during my upselling. and and and i dunno wad corktail to recommend. so i came out with my own. i was pretty confident though. . . to get the wrong answers. hahha. confidence weight a certain %. nvm. its over. MOVE IT. (:

i dint manage to catch fireworks last night. was pretty upset. i wana watch the fireworks. =(

im happy when u're happy (:

(:

2006-08-04T14:33:00.000+08:00

my new com has zero number of songs. (:

jun wei.

2006-08-04T07:03:00.000+08:00

audrey. this is him. the most handsome and macho guy. (:

i koped his pic. LOL.

my exams are coming. and im not ready for it. holy crap.

sub comm training cam :11-12 Aug

forms are available in the students' lounge

BE THERE. (:

zzz

2006-08-02T07:10:00.000+08:00

projects are over and the exams are near. time is diminishing. thank god its over. for that period of time i was mentally and emotionally pressured by my peers for project submissions and presentations. its over. pity the few of us working under a domineering head. YOU. did you get your stuff done on time? early bird nv catches the worm in our case. instead. more parts started to pile up on us when we submit it early. if this is a group project u're talking about. HAHAHA.

couple of days ago. i was still talking to my old flame. all the past and the history. thank god we're friends. and the msges by another. all these must come to an end.

my new com is here. woohoo. but all my files are in my old com. dammmmnnnn it.

im so free now. date me out. (:

today is the day. im officially the assistant finance for tpsu. hail the queen.

leadership training camp was a whole loads of fun. run run run. then was our dragonboat. LOVE IT. thanks sarah for the jacket. soon after, we're gonna have our retreat and sub comm training camp. yay! study break and then exams. this is so COOL.

there is no tendancy that i will run away. i shall just keep myself occupied then. -_-"

when im upset, i am really sad. when im pissed. i am really angry okay.

zzz

2006-07-26T10:13:00.000+08:00

now tt my com is working a little. i can blog. im gonna be cut off and restarted anytime. i cant even print my stuff. hahhaa. oh well. sch had been hectic. exams are near. sigh.

thanks guang for that invitation though its only a short period of time. i did enjoyed myself. (:

sub comm training camp: 11-12 aug

who will make a effort to come down from the west to the east and to the north east and back to the west after a long day of sch and gym? -you. thanks (:

jasmin

2006-07-19T12:55:00.000+08:00

now that my com is down. im at jasmin's place doing proj. lol. (:

she wants 2 paragrahs?! with at least 5 lines each. omg. hahahah.

here u go. she is a nice kind soul who provided me with her computer and lotsa and lotsa food here. so you guys can come over HERE! anytime to get free food, service and not to forget all the yakults and bubble tea. SNACKS. hohohoh. thanks.

she is my nice classmate, train mate, bus mate. wad else? hmm. sentosa friend. we've got bunch, herds, swams, basket, school of admirers. let me share with you wad we saw today. the umbrella group. OMG. funky. ask us for more details. LOL. and this is less than 5 lines. i dont know wad to add. JASMIN...............................................................................................................................................

alrights i think its more than 2 paragraphs alr. HOHOHO.

im done with my project-ssss. and im so so so happy. ask me out ppl. (:

and soon ppl will ask for more paragraphs.

oh yea. this is for songda. HAHA. i wana thank you for wad u had done. LOL. hohoho. tagboard? oh wadever. im gonna laugh at u during poly forum with ur extra studious group of ppl. LOL. you'll have much fun there i suppose. hahaha. GO THERE FOR THE RIGHT PURPOSE PLEASE! (:

first main comm meeting went pretty alright. the ever wanted posts of hongen and social. i dint get it. i got assistant finance. LOL. this is so not expected. but its true and happening. so cool right? i'll be taking after MR LIM CHONG GUANG. LOL. totally. pomata. zzz. i shall have fun man.

talk bout the most wanted guang. his birthday is coming and i have totally no clue of wad to get for him. im invited to the most exciting and exclusive party of the year. woooo. thanks. wad if u get ur army letter on ur birthday? song song. ur birthday prezzie. LOL. (:

my new com will come in 8 days time. im excited. LOL.

boo.

2006-07-17T04:54:00.000+08:00

my com is down. my new com is coming in 10 days time. life sucks. HELP! two submissions this fri.

where are you?

2006-07-11T15:51:00.000+08:00

andrew is a nice guy. he helped me hang up my posters too. he is a friendly. and caring. he can really play along. like throwing the cue stick at me and trying to quarrel with me. hahaa. he is a funny guy. he was there for me when i needed someone to cry to. a patient gentleman. sporty, smart and 'handsome'. he's popular among girls too. LOL. quick thank me. (:

my tall dark and handsome is still the best. (:

2006-07-08T13:56:00.000+08:00

congrats to all those who are elected. i just wana take this time to thank all those who have actively helped me out for my elections. my poster designers and all who hang my posters up. the 331 voters. and those who gave me moral support even if they're unable to vote. thanks. im surprised to see the number of votes. yepp ive got 5th. it was a tough battle.

this is specially dedicated for guang. he had been a nice guy putting me in the d and d committee last year. i got to know many many ppl from then on. he is a nice person. jack of all trades. from sports to games. eye candy of many too. esp the yr 1s. right? LOL. he's got really great marketing skills. good in designing posters too. here is ur one paragraph. i treat u dinner alr. and stop suanning me bout my 331. or 133. you wanted this paragraph. longer? LOL. (:

this is guang.

-_-"

2006-07-07T16:05:00.000+08:00

projects projects projects.

results are out tmr.

its complicated. its complicated. its more than just complicated now. (:

polling day 1

2006-07-05T13:47:00.000+08:00

Polling day 1.

some of us are alr in such frantic. this is expected. it shows that it mean something to us. oh well. we'll nv value things we nv fight for. good luck to all candidates.

may the best man wins. (:

polling.

2006-07-04T11:04:00.000+08:00

polling dates are near. in fact. it starts tmr. someone asked. arent u excited? how can i not be. hahaha. yes i am really excited. tas only can vote on fri 10-12pm. most of us are having our presentation and deployment unless they go to tp and vote. so i did question one of my friend jasmin, who is in my clique. hey! will u run out of class and vote for me on fri? she actually said no. i was like. errr. okay. thanks. see how my friends think bout this man. i wouldnt blame them or force them either. i shall just let it be and see the results. or wells. obviously i hope ppl will vote for me. this is important to me. hahaha. pls vote for me (:

what do you mean by this? plain happiness.

JUNWEI made my day.

2006-07-02T01:02:00.000+08:00

this is gonna be short. im feeling really weird recently. election is here. polling is in 3 days time. results in 6. its a pity that most tas students cant vote. in deployment and test during tt time. oh wells. everything's gonna be okay. (:

i really appreciate the efforts done by esp guang and andrew for designing my posters. yuting glenda lingyu denise hakim for helping me in the posters. and tat ming. how can i forget you man. my number 2. after beckham. LOL. and pls arh. beckham got his nice hairstyle. dun copy him lar. hahaha. england match coming in an hour's time. portugal should pack up and go home. hahaha. i wanted argentina to win badly last night. their win can help england get into the finals. cos england's gonna win argentina. HAHA. but they lost. -_-'

np dragonboat thrash tp's. good job ppl for getting into the finals. (:

last night was awesome. and yea i was back at 3am. right. my dad dint expect me to be back. so he was like. eh why are u back? so funny. and he made sushi for me. so sweet.

the best night ive ever gotten. i shall not add in some details. some ppl are eating into my life. stop stalking me. TOO interested about my life? BRGH.

you made my life interesting. (;

2006-06-29T12:18:00.000+08:00

last night was a happy night. my sunshine (:

i slept 2 hours last night. and i had to rush to sch for my boring accounts this morning. and there i see you again. it brings me bad memories and certainly brought down my mood. oh well. im happy as u're not affecting me as much. ive learnt to pick up. move on. and think for myself. (:

ohh. i went to sch for accounts then test. had to go back to tp to submit some form for the elections. everything went pretty well. but ive got a bad feeling now. i guess it always come when im doing big things. everything's gonna be okay. everything's gonna be okay.

my life is complicated.

2006-06-28T13:02:00.000+08:00

wooo. i pass my accounting test. LOL. thanks tat ming, clifton and rest. credit goes to you. (:

oh well. its coming back again. emailssssssss. LOL. yepp. im currently doing this project in poly forum. ive decided not to take up the leader post since im still new and inexperience and i might not do a better job than this candidate called junwei from np. yepp. yes. things had been moving pretty smooth. GREAT. yipee. (:

election is coming. woohoo. im going back to tp tmr. my lecturers are really supportive about it. they even encouraged me to take LOA for tmr's lessons. and i did. wad surprises me is that my difficult care person actually wished me luck. LOL. thanks all. i hope tas students will sneak out and vote for me on 7 july 10-12pm. (:

its not about winning. its about trying and the efforts and sacrifices im gonna make. enjoyment comes in the bigger picture. (:

LOL.

2006-06-27T02:07:00.000+08:00

oh man. im so early for sch. wayyyy toooo early. hahah. my lessons start at 2 and im in sch like now. oh man. unreliable source from my two friends. i could be sleeping still. LOL. its fine. i can try to do my projects now. hahaha. im in the lab with a lot of IS. OMG. hAahaahaaaaaa. VOTE FOR ME! (:

im going out later. so happy. haha. i met my friend coincidentally yesterday. are we fated? HAHA. im gonna pester you. hahah. (:

oh i met tt flasher yesterday. he was tailing me until i join a big crowd. he fled. it thought me a lesson. no matter wad time i go home, i'll still meet him. HAHA. freeeeaaakkkyyyy.

2006-06-24T12:18:00.000+08:00

so glad im almost done with my proj. LOL. tests are coming though.

tpsu.
i was taking many photos with songda at kfc yesterday. this is so funny.

i'll take a million years to find someone perfect in my eyes. tall dark handsome sporty gentleman patient decisive good-tempered smart caring hardworking fun well-nurtured understanding family sweet DIMPLES (:

ME

2006-06-23T17:23:00.000+08:00

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Type 2	Helpfulness	82%
Type 3	Image Focus	74%
Type 4	Hypersensitivity	34%
Type 5	Detachment	46%
Type 6	Anxiety	58%
Type 7	Adventurousness	82%
Type 8	Aggressiveness	62%
Type 9	Calmness	66%

Your main type is 2
Your variant is sexual

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hahah

2006-06-23T16:50:00.000+08:00

i had much fun at my chalet. woohoo. and my projects are done. YES! im so glad tt i can take a few days break without having to think of how to complete my proj. now the current topic should be poly forum and probably the union. hahha. oh wells. things had been going really well.

i had a meeting last night with my poly forum friends. its like. . . we're really new to each other. and yea im the assistant leader. i hope i can contribute more to this group. working with a good leader saves me from much tasks as we really work smart. hope to see you guys soon. cheers (:

as promised, songda is a fun loving friend. he was there to cheer me up and also to entertain me when im really bored. not to mention, listening to my lame jokes and playing dumb games with me. hahaha. thanks for all your compliments in your blog. and dun try to sell me your camera phone. LOL.

(:

2006-06-18T14:46:00.000+08:00

SONGDA is a friendly guy. he loves to joke with me. and im rated 10/10 in my group. LOL. (im writing this for a purpose) but it is really fun to have him in my group. at least we're at the same frequency. so i can JOKE and he will react by laughing. or just to entertain me. but now im quite sad to be separated. btw, he's a funny guy.

POLY FORUM2006 today. lol. its over. . for day 1. i met many new friends. hahaa. i had a clique of fun friends. nyp and sp. hahaha. i like the speakers for the forum. though i fell asleep for around 10 min. ahem! yes. i was listening. lol. it is really like a real life experience. and compared to all others, this is more close to heart cos they speakers are not that old and really understands us as teenagers these days. (;

thanks songda for the morning calls (:

2006-06-15T03:19:00.000+08:00

im happy that im home safe without seeing the flasher. my area is dangerous at night. my plan for next week's chalet. HMM. mon 9-5 workshop. then proj in sch. i'll be at the chalet by 9 at night. next day sch for proj and then going out at night. will be back in chalet by next morning. lol. tt's my only free time. going there to sleep. lol. i lead a sad life.

okay. im going this poly forum in sept. this is interesting. the ppl i met in my groups are those dua bai ppl. we had a meeting today. imagine we are only given the topic yesterday and have no clue wad to do about it. we are meeting and had much research done. haha. okay. i took 1 hr to go to sch for a less than 1hr meeting. its okay. so everyone was introducing each other there. president of toastmaster and bp mentor asked me,'you looked familiar, wad cca are u from?' and so i said im from tpsu. the next ques he asked. are u in the main comm? and i said no. hahah. the one beside me is the president of gcc. and the group leader is the president of pace setter. and all the big shots in tp came it. LOL. im just a tpsu subcomm. =(

2006-06-15T02:33:00.001+08:00

i just cant stand my sis. and the fact that she is shouting and ranting and flaring at my dad disgusted me. absolutely disappointed. unreasonable. and my dad just not wana stir things worse so he gave in to her. she is such a wanton wretch. how can anyone take it. she switches the channel SHE wana watch while we were catching the most exciting match. she scolded me for taking money from my dad for my poly forum and blamed that it was just an extra stuff i can choose not to go. fine! i pay. she pushes me away to watch her favourite girl band online when im rushing my projects at home. HELL. BRGGHHH. eldest among us doesnt give her the authority to do this at home. why must i listen to her and follow the way she wants. and this is probably the reason im staying out. ive gotta learn to be stronger when she screams at me. SCRAM!

i just need to pour it all out.

2006-06-13T17:03:00.000+08:00

It was a long process.

2006-06-12T06:00:00.000+08:00

happy birthday DARREN!

ENGLAND

2006-06-12T05:42:00.000+08:00

friends come and go. many came but little left footprints in my heart. enlistment of my friends trigger me the thoughts of losing friends. first was guang. and then eddie. and the list goes on. one by one. im kinda sad over it. oh wells. though we may not be talking as much. i truly treasure the moments before when we had lunch, dinner, supper, outings and all. i may not be in your top 100 list. but you guys had left an impact in my life. wells. for at least that one year for andrew. since foc 05/06. alv guang and darren were my friend's brother. and soon had become my fa, follower and even someone i share my heart to heart talks with. eddie my otc fow foc friend. being part of my life for the past months, i seriously hope that we can keep in contact. though i certainly prayed that our friendship remains as it is even though many many had stepped into our lifes. ppl changes. i still believe. will i still be in your contact list?

many thanks to tat ming and clifton for reteaching me wad is accounting for my recent accounting test. screw it. (;

im still jumping over england's victory 1-0. HAPPINESS. a marvellous free kick from my all time favourite david robert joseph beckham. LOL. oh wells. nv doubt this england captain.

ROAR!

melissa.

2006-06-02T00:04:00.000+08:00

sch was fun. had service today. i was appointed as the headwaitress today. so practically was in charge of everyone else and stuff below my lecturer. it was tiring. but it was fun. i really get to try and put into shoes of a management stuff. which was so cool. lol. had to serve some govenor though. im going back to tp tmr. for business graduation rehearsal. meet me for lunch. i wana see you! (;

you've disappeared and u're back. (;

2006-05-30T13:55:00.000+08:00

im sick. and now im tired. alrights.

fri- ccn day. i had lessons in tas. then went back tp for some interview. service ambassador. and i got in. lol. sch's lotsa fun. catching up with ppl. bbq at night. i had fun. police took down all our IDs. for some random check. scary. i miss you guys. i reached home at 0320 am (:

sat- hazel's bbq. it was fun.

monday- proj submission. test. hahaha. badly done. lol.

2006-05-26T11:49:00.000+08:00

sch's been really hectic and i really need to breathe. right. millions of tasks for me to perform. never ending proj meetings and those rejections by our lecturers. it'll only be good if all my group members are there to contribute. it is really tiring and im often put into a very bad position when others complain about your friends. damn.

im deployed to sentosa luge. luge luge and more luge to come. its irritating. everything revolves around luge now. sigh. food in restaurant in the square is times better than fair and square. dang. i was served by my classmates today. next week is my turn to serve real guests. sigh. just hope tt i wun fall sleep.

deadlines are coming. im falling sick. while all lessons been cancelled for tmr's ccn day. ive got my business etiquette lessons from 9-11 at sentosa. and then a consultation for basics of entrepreneurship in tp. sigh. been sleeping last than 4 hours each day.

now tt u're back. a new history for you. can i consider myself lucky or unlucky? mr casanova.

zzz

2006-05-23T14:08:00.000+08:00

ive got a paper tmr. 2 papers next week. my accounts tutorial homework to do by tmr. my two group proj due this week and one individual next week. i haven print my notes. im so screwed. im gonna be fine. sch's been fantastic for me. where are my peacocks? and yes, i think there's a snake in sch today. some worker caught it. (;

how considered singaporeans are. that they have to make announcement in the train to ask ppl to move in for the convenience for all passengers. and ppl still nv move. they think its just a few stops so they refuse to move. right. terence fook and me on the train in the morning talking bout this issue. hhaha. its funny lar. fook makes sense. (;

are u back. with --?

2006-05-21T15:18:00.000+08:00

i went to shop in icon today. it's a small place. but sufficient enough for me to spend. lol. hahha. im feeling so much better alr. yes. thanks to my friend who accompanied me to the beach last night. (;

then i went to suntec to meet my parents and sis. on my way there i saw ivan lim. and i talked to him. hahah. updates. yes. went to my favourite la senza. hahah. yepp. then dinner at marina bay's steamboat. someone tapped on my shoulder and i turned. oh darren. damn qiao. 2nd time alr. i was eating my first plate. then sight of him made it last. i feel guilty after eating and not exercising. then i heard my name. yeeping! hahah. it was abby tom and the rest of the subcomms. hahah. so many ppl. 18 of them. tt's not all. i saw teddy. my long lost friend. hahah. so happy. heh. (;

i must not get distracted. concentrate on projects. msn later. zzz

2006-05-20T05:37:00.000+08:00

da vinci code is good.

i love beaching.

chocolates and peacocks make me happy.

2006-05-18T15:47:00.000+08:00

malaysia trip was fun despite the 10 hours coach. can you imagine. its nice meeting my cousins again. hahaha. since i was the bride's maid, i had many photos taken. hahaa. sch's been hectic. trying to rush my 6 projects.

went to harry's @ holland v on monday. cranberry juice for me. hahaa.

so many ppl are feeling down recently. and ive been rather irritated recently. sigh

i had this dream last night. i was pregnant and had miscarried it. hahaha. wad does it say?

we had our retreat dinner tonight. it was good. at the glasshouse. miss them (;

im going back tp on fri.

im random and emo now.

happy birthday alan. (;

ive been feeling rather down these days. but i just refused to share. until in cab. i told guang bout it. oh wells.

is it over just like tt?

scorpio.

2006-05-11T14:40:00.000+08:00

this is so me. damn true. scorpio.

A simple woman who always show what kind of a moods she is in. You can tell
right way if she up set, or if she is flirting with you. She displays
herself with her act much more than trying to say it for it's in her
character.

A Scorpio woman has her own mysterious personality. She is confident and
deep down inside she is quite proud of herself. She hates to think she is
borne a woman and so limiting her with a certain social acceptable rules.
She is a real woman and despite her innocent and childish looks, she has a
spirit of free soul. Many men will make mistake if they think she is a good
follower, they are wrong.

She thinks being a plain simple housewife is boring. She likes to have power
and control over other people, but this will be only her secret, so you will
only see a cute woman. Every things she does will look good, and she has all
the woman's trick you can think of. She can manipulate men without they
knowing it.

If you think she going to do everything you say because she loves you, then
you will be disappointed. She could be a little tomboyish and she can
understand you by just looking in your eyes. You may say sweet words which
could sweep any woman, but not with the Scorpio woman. She will use her
X-ray eyes reading your thought of what you just said or what you are going
to say. She always smile and she can really hide her feeling.

She will constantly show you that she loves freedom. If she has freedom, she
will not leave you, but will even love you more. If she wants something, she
will do everything to get it. She has her own sixth sense of people and you
can feel that energy feed back when you around her. She likes a man who can
earn her respect, and she will also respect and feel proud of that man. A
man with power over her should not threat or challenge her confident. She
likes to have a good looking , strong and healthy man especially if she
start to compare with her friends' boyfriends. It is a plus if he hold a
degree or a good career.

She is a hot lady. She likes heavy music. She either loves or hates, there
are no "fond of", or "like" for her. Love has no "may be", or "perhaps". If
she is real mad, she will trash and throw things. Her wind storm can sweep
all her dishes and you could get accidentally hit on your head for this
matter. Be calm, it is just your grand mother favorite china for she has
good quality as much as her bad tempered.

Sometimes she shows her weakness, but it won't be long. She will put herself
together and back to be that hot chili again. If she loves you, it will be
no matter what other people may say. Her relationship will be more important
than what is right or wrong. Because of this reason, you may know some
Scorpio woman become a second wife, a mistress.

She is spoil, but she allows her love one to over power her. Dating this
woman, you should not keep old love letters in your pocket or in your house.
It could be a love letter 2 years ago, but never mind she will argue about
this since this is a big deal for a suspicious woman. Remember she has a
temper of the shrew.

If you play a cold war with her, she will treat you likewise and double it.
If you stood her up once, she will stood you up 2-3 times. She is quite fair
in justice, so she can accept your apologies as much as she can pretend to
accept things for now and wait for a pay back revenge in the future. If you
are nice to hear, she will double that to you as well. A real fair woman.

She likes to make and spent money. She likes to have fame and reputations,
and never let herself broke and have no name at the same time. She is too
proud and will not accept status of being "Poor". She loves to have face, so
if you are a manager with small salary, she will be proud more than more
money being a truck driver. She hates to think and she can not stand a
feeling of being a "Nobody".

If you like her, play a little hard to get. This will excite her a bit. When
you go out on a date, set your schedule, but do not let she knows that you
have planned this for weeks. Always go to pick her up on time or better to
go 5-10 minutes early.

2006-05-11T06:37:00.000+08:00

im blogging in tas. so cool right? HAHA.

oh yea did i mention that ive got my mrt concession? oh man. this is exciting. hahaha. my first train concession. hahah.

lesson ended at 12 plus today. im super free. going malaysia tmr for my cousin's wedding. this is gonna be a blast. will be back soon. but dunno when yet. hahaha. (;

what happened to us?

where are you.

2006-05-08T14:13:00.000+08:00

went to town with my sis. since ubin trip is cancelled. shopping. food. yummy. went to paragon market place and i heard my name being called. okay i saw ah tan. then we walked around trying to get a gift for his mum. and also to kill some time. darryl and mel were performing so i stayed in town to watch in. they were greaatt. seriously. its been long since i catch up with mel. so i was there yakking yakking yakking and she yakked back. just reminded me of two ducks quacking.

ive been really tired. work sch work sch. and yea. seriously reluctant to talk online msg or blog. dunno why. sentosa changed me. and i find everything a bore now. stress? dunno. im sorry if ive offended anyone and all. i refused to share anything bout me. too tired to continue. wells. i'll try. still adapting to sch i guess.

i scalded my arm and my back is aching. my mum is nagging and my phone is ringing. my sis is sleeping and my dad is assigning more things for me to do. my eyes are rolling and my msn is popping. projects are coming and im not ready.

ah tan's request. sampan is drifting away from targetted island. sigh.

i am too sensitive. whatever. too tired to think about it.

2h05

2006-05-05T15:19:00.000+08:00

im 23 again. this time terence sabo-ed me and i kana the spa rap. thanks man 22. this is funny cos i normally sleep in class and not listen in tutorials. uhuh. almost got my phone confiscated. but tt's not the point. hahah. nvm. its just weird looking at your own rap making fun of you with the rest of your class. hahah. yepp. its gonna be cool. everyone seems interesting. esp the 6 of us in class. me terry felix jasmin xinyu and fook. the 6 of us just reminded me of my ex classmates. i do miss them now. come to think of it. our friendships are 1 year old now. hahah.

tired of sch food. we went to eat subway. alrights. then we went to play the luge. half price cos we're tas students. so cool right. okay nvm. we went back to class. lectures from 9-4. yawn. oh yea and soccer. with felix terry daniel and his new samuel. hahah. it was fun lar. apel and then home. we were all busy trying to figure out wad's park's surname is chinese. and i got it right. am i smart or something. HIAK HIAK.

service today. oh yes. i had this terrible hairstyle. all thanks to this subject. not just me. our park ji sung became nakata terry and fook esp look more like an onion now according to jasmin. hahah. we all looked weird. it was fun clearing the plates setting it up holding trays with cocktail glasses. so many broken glasses. glad im not one of them. have confidence in me baby. hahah.

did i mentioned that i dislike accounts? i'll probably like it once i get to make this new friend. yawn.

maybe i shall set my new resolution. not to sleep in class. i have been sleeping in class everyday. and feeling damn lethargic when im home. shucks.

life's been boring but ive found a new entertainment on ppl's blog. go check it out man. www.collinandkero.blogspot.com. interesting man.

nowadays the politics about pap and workers' parties are getting worse and im pretty annoyed bout it. shall not be bothered. and one of them came to my house yesterday. sigh.

im letting things go freely and probably u can make a difference. if u are u better do so quick. damn damn.

beckham just passed his bday. 3 days back.

f is for freshies

2006-05-01T14:32:00.000+08:00

i went to sch on fri for this little 15 min. basics of entreprenuer. you gotta be kidding me. but its true. then i head down to tp with wei keat felix terence fook ping. we had many plans on our tas games. yepp. htm orientation was a little dry. so my centis ppl dropped by. i was touched.

i had this very very bad hair cut for my service skills. sigh. grow longer please. it is gross lar. went to chomp chomp with all of them on sat. it was good to see the turn outs. hahah. ordered much food. they walked me home from chomp chomp. so happy to know them. (;

meeting tmr again. love them all (;

and ppl. we're off the same age. please dun feel the difference here. we're friends. alrights? (;

amazing things tt can actually happen. i saw this guy today. i tot he had a big tatoo on his arms. then i realised tt its his hair. a bulldog ran passed me today. and it reminded me of brother fractured.

2006-04-27T13:42:00.000+08:00

I know the color of love
And it lives inside of you
I know the color of truth
It’s in the image of you
If it comes from the heart
Then you know that it’s true
It will color your soul like a rainbow
And the color is in you

2006-04-27T11:53:00.000+08:00

anyways i went back to sch yesterday to meet beabea lene and centis. HAHA. so many pictures. im missing them. im still in TP. but my satellite campus is in sentosa. im a tp student still. (;
i just love the feeling when u know ppl are supporting you. it just cheer my day and remove my frowns. its gonna be tough and im giving it a try (65%). im going back to sch on fri for htm orientation. im going to sch still. probably my last week. cos im gonna be busy. as in really busy in sentosa. im getting used to sch. trying to accept it. i miss tp. but i know im gonna miss tas soon.

my 3rd day in tas. for the fact tt we only got 1 canteen with 1 stall. 20 tables 4 seats each. unconnected messy blocks with a b c d e f g and dunno where it is. i got lost a few times trying to look for my lecture theatre. they've gotta pardon us for being late. two computer labs?! and a faulty printer each. expensive food (wad to do its an attraction in singapore). i love to study with birds and peacocks looking at us as if they're visiting us in the zoo. leather seats tt inserts sleeping drugs into my mind. and yes. i slept through my lectures today. so many hours. dunno why. oh yea tmr is a formal day. wearing formal to sentosa. now stop laughing. who gets to do tt apart from the htm students. oh yea. tp business sch had fire drill today? TAS too. so we practically did nothing trying to get ourselves prepared for the fire drill. we were all scrolling into the football field. talking at the back. and we can see the lecturers having fun playing with the fire extinguisher. hahah. hilarious. and guess wad. my best friend's mum is actually my lecturer. omg. we used to play eat and make a hell lotsa noise at her house. and do you think she'll have a good impression of me? hahah. this is funny.

suayness out of suayness. ultimate.

happy birthday! (;

TAS

2006-04-25T14:15:00.000+08:00

day 1 in tas
first lecture. a very bad start. applied research HT. mdm zhang wei. a big yawn. i fell asleep on the comfy leather sit in the nice air conditioned room with the height of the table just right for me to lie on. nice environment i should say. hmm. with a small canteen with only 1 stall. 20 tables with 4 seats each. i guess tt made it cosy so yepp. ***** to get into the toilet. hahah. nice nice. im just missing my tp friends and all i have to complain is the distance and the mensa ppl. so many many transportation to get it. bus train bus bus.

it time for me think of wad i really want to do and my decisions over certain pressing issues.

im so tempted to do certain stuff. all i need is support for tt two decisions im gonna make.

i dun wana be your 2nd ---.

2006-04-23T12:06:00.000+08:00

business orientation is over. finally. and here we are, business won again. oh wells. kinda expected it. yepp. i saw min min! yes i missed her. hahaha. it was a super long day yesterday. cpf building mcdonald after tt. handiplast added two big blue blacks on my thighs. omg. i swear im not gonna play it again. JODIN JODIN JODIN. thanks man. i love centis still. FOW and FOC. yes u're not forgotten fow-s. yepp. im sorry if ive left anyone of u out at tt time.

i couldnt help but tear at the moment. it was like. . . i dunno how to put it. andrew guang alvin darren alwyn huan kai vincent guanpeng ivan many more. and TAS. am i gonna see you guys again? as i am typing this entry the song far away by nickleback is going on and on im my playlist. wrong timing. okie. i shall be fine.

my friend brought me to punggol end to see stars. it is really a nice place to chill. just the sea breeze and stars. went back at 3 plus. much sharing. it was fun lar. thanks.

all the nonsense must come to an end. (;

2006-04-19T02:48:00.000+08:00

i went to sch for a one day 5 modules lecture. yawn. collected my sentosa pass. so i can go in and out without paying. SENTOSA ANYONE? hahaha. it was good to see our freshies meeting up themselves and having fun together. guang selene 04 jason eleanor and beenox came gelare yesterday. hahaha.

i was overjoyed. yet i am confused. once again.

2006-04-18T14:03:00.000+08:00

camp was fun. yepp. 1-1-4

its okie its alright tp tp fight fight fight. at least i see centis' spirit after final clash and even after camp. it was good. the graduates had left su with legacy and will be missed much. (;

today is a tiring day. i reckon tt ppl get their proper information before making any decision. sia suay. waste my time.

FOW

2006-04-13T16:04:00.000+08:00

10-12 april

im back from fow. we came in 3rd. not bad at all. though ive expected us to be better. lets see. the freshies are great the food is yummy the progamme is interesting my GLs HGL and FAs are good. let's wrap it up. its a success and better than wad ive expected. i made more new friends. juniors, international students. a brand new experience. nv know tt workshop can be so fun. HAHA. yepp. but my phone is down. =(

three more days and its over. was touched to receive all the comments. sigh. im missing my ppl. we were rather bonded. i dun have much photos though.

will we have upcoming outings? i hope so.

will FOC turn out to be better than FOW?

cengua. centis.

missme.

i miss you.

2006-04-10T13:15:00.000+08:00

the car approached at the high speed and was too late to brake. i heard a bang and the motorist was rolling on the floor. he laid there motionless and at tt moment i tot he was gone. i panicked and my limbs went numbed. my heart skipped a beat faster and i was too afraid to look back again. he was still lying on the floor. i wish i could do something constructive at tt very moment but i was held back by the shock. at tt instance, i just felt so insecure. tt driver came out and i decided to leave before it creates more fear and brings me to the paranoid world.

i couldnt help but thinking bout the situation. tossing on bed and i just couldnt stop worrying. msg at 2.50am stunned me. maybe my reply at tt time will surprise you since ive gotta morning shift in hours time. oh wells. im sorry for not replying. cos i had fell into the hands of the zzz monsters. a phone call at 3.30 irritated me. im left with 3 hours of sleep. 4.30 and i couldnt sleep. thinking of wad will happen to me on the streets. so unpredictable. 6.30. i woke up to prepare for work.

went to work. i was dumb enough to finish the crepe with caramel banana and grand marnier (40% alc which is same as an absolute vodka) at one shot. headache. for im not a drinker.

then meet yuting and cherie at bugis.

fow tmr. you wanted to come and give me a surprise on one of the days. shall i stick to the smile or shall i think of the impossibles and frown?

yes i'll go with you again. anything anywhere. (;

reply me please.

im sooooo crazy.

2006-04-09T12:54:00.000+08:00

lets start from SL camp on mon to wed.

i dun have much to comments but if ive gotta complain, i'll have a long list to say. overall, ive nv been to a camp --- than this. nvm. we've got a new group called yi suo. more than just fun. yepp. we've got cheers. we defiant. we stick together. we laugh sing and supper. pls think why will ppl compare SL camp and OTC. you cant just scold tt person for wad he had done, just commenting. it was just a comment. i dun understand why are u so worked out over this. and why cant my SU friends talk to me. from food to programme to people. ---. i shall reserve my comments. damn it. i made a new friend melanie. (;

monday night. alan jodin kelvin and i played betrayal. it was fun but i was sleepy. jodin played invisible volleyball, alan wrapped himself up as a mummy, eddie talking so loud and trying to wake the ppl around up. thanks for the wonderful night.

thanks bea for the ride home. im not feeling well.

thurs
supposed to meet beatrice for lunch. waited for an hour. her alarm dint sound. nvm. it gave me some time alone shopping for leonard's bday present and time to think bout wad's happening to me recently. post d and d meeting. i dun understand why ppl cant correct me on the spot during d and d, they've gotta drag all the way after tt to complain. not just me i suppose. tt meeting is so full of ppl shooting ppl. its scary. WAD THE HECK. ITS OVER. HELLO?! why cant we just end it happily. went to leonard's birthday party with jo and dean at fish and co glasshouse. denise gave us discount. there were lotsa ppl. yepp it was fun. i had much sharing session with him. together with 6 others, we went to sing. me and him walk while others took andy's ride. he brought me to this very nice lanson's place. with many blue spot lights. it was really nice esp with the glass tops. yepp. ppl are like dedicating songs for him to sing. oh gosh. i dint dare to hold the mic. as usual. i like shan hu hai. he sang so many songs for me. okies. others sang as well. it was really funny. it reminded me much of the last time the d and d comm went to sing. miss it. andy drove me home. he send me to the lift and yes my sis caught it. damn it.

are you trying to trigger my thoughts? and then u've gotta ask whether im okie when im obviously not. its not the first time i suppose. dun pretend you dint see me when u did and turned away when u're with her. and then ask me for a movie and check if im okie. you know it. i know u're reading this. im so used to this sort of stuff. you can say tt im jealous and then ask if im okie. shall i say i deserve it. will we just keep it this close?

fri
went to work in gelare. had a great time with my colleagues. i really do love them. we've got a new band named g-band. we'll sing and complain how tired and hungry we are. hhahaa. interesting. thanks hazel for all the advice.

sat
i went to sch to collect my uniform and wad not. yepp. damn cute. came home to rest. shopped and cooked. yepp. im having a mixed feelings now after reading all the emails and hearing all those funny comments ppl can give. im feeling so lost and all. damn it. for i dun share much. even if i do, i'll talk to andrew bout it. but he had changed so much will he even listen to me complain and whine again? like wad miss ---- said, he changed. and i agree.

im feeling so emotional and lousy right now. one msg/action can change your mood. i shouldnt be taken aback by all those stuff. im nothing to you. i just feel like crying it all out now. keep me distracted.

im gonna be okay by monday. you said u wana come. right. sigh. just looking forward to the long awaited foc and fow. though im not feeling so well still.

i'll be ready for the duat. (;

im not holding on yet im not giving up. though i should be. im lying to myself.

2006-04-02T13:13:00.000+08:00

so ppl just need to be assured. pls think before you speak insensible PPL. you have totally no idea on wad's going on. so please. control the words. dun condemn us. you dunno who is actually doing the jobs.

i wana complain bout the staffs of long john silver in TM. two days ago, i went to tm for dinner with guang denise and alvin after unpacking the decor stuff in lounge. not to say tt my service skills are excellent but i wana raise this point bout talking back to customers when they're in the wrong and showing biasness among customers of different age group. i was ordering combo 1 with small coke and the counter crew can even make a joke out of it. saying tt they do not have hot drinks. yes and i did repeated it thrice until the manager told me to ignore her, she's crazy. an innocent primary school girl ordered and got her order only after 20 min. a middle age lady ordered later and got it first. i witnessed a scene whereby a guy who ordered before me and got the food after ive finished mine, chun 23. we waited close to half an hour for our COMBO 1. denise ordered her food last and she got it first. i was so hungry tt i bought my hershey's sundae pie. bth. tt poor guy waited for more than 40 min at the FAST-FOOD restaurant when there is no customer yet. ppl who asked for take aways after chun got it on the spot. one of the staff actually commented that we should work there if we think its easy. wad the heck. just when we were suggesting to complain to the manager, we realised tt the manager is at the counter laughing with the rude, absolutely rude staffs. screwed up system. the doors were drew even before the customers got it. and they've got the cheek to put the bell before chun 23 after asking him to sit down for the third time when he rushed for his 40 min fast food. damn ridiculous.

looking at the way ppl blog bout d and d, i really do have a mixed feelings. yes. ppl dun understand us, they do not see the whole picture before commenting. which i got pretty disappointed and certainly upset by their behaviour. sad to say, it just happened and ended this way.

was in town with my d and d comm yesterday. me jo eng meng alv pam and her bf had much fun in pasta mania and billy bomber. we made a new friend called kaiyan. hahaha. damn funny. i had much fun until . . . kinda see it coming. but i just dun wana face it. yepp. im feeling kinda w-e-i-r-d now. thanks jo, alvin, steph and leonard.

ALP 010406
april fool. i was sick. not enough slp and the scorching sun killed me. yepp. i went home early. went to watch ice aged 2 with my friend after tt. thanks for tt short 2 hours. i realised tt we've nv been out for more than 3 hours. hahaha. nvm. soon soon.

im lying to myself or just choosing not to believe wad ive seen. yepp.

no more

2006-03-31T16:28:00.000+08:00

will there be anymore tcc outings? ive got no more d and d mails. no more msg and meetings. i just love the committee so much. yesterday was a success. i enjoyed myself much. we've encountered many problems and it really taught me many things. yepp. its not just about you you you and your own committee. yepp. many thanks to beatrice, selene, haslinda and kiwi.
my personal make up artists, hair stylist and reception lovelys. thanks. went back at 4.20am. it was fun. im gonna miss meetings like nv before. (;

we shall put it this way, i was 'playing' with train today. i took a train from hougang station to cityhall to get some stuff signed in Pan Pac. then went dhoby ghaut to collect my pay. went raffles place after tt to settle some payment. back to bugis to meet jo alv guang. cab to lavender and then van to tp. bus back home.

we are not fated. let me say this the 4th time. nonetheless. . . (;

2006-03-29T17:42:00.000+08:00

i had a long day today. yepp. woke up early to give jo a morning call. then head down to raffles place with steph to get my programme booklet done. (darn, the feeling of being played out sucks) guniang. okie nvm. this nice guy called rannie helped us along. ta-dang! its done. hahaha yepp. so we went to eat the ban mian there. yummmyy. yepp. saw one of my colleague. yes.

was asked to go k box. but i cant. im sorry.

after lunch we went to bugis. to get their costumes. we were scouting for gold stuff for my halo. hoho. im an angel. we went to meet guang in no 1 costume costume. and we saw alv huan kai and 04 there too. haha. fitting in to theme. i found some nice halos. hahaha. yepp. jo came. then we collected their costumes head down to raffles place to collect our programme booklet. darn fast. we're so in debt. hahah. the walk to lavender mrt station involved so much fights btw jo and guang. cos he dint wana help her carry her costumes to sch tmr. and so she left for home. me alv and guang went to goodwood park hotel to pass engmeng his costumes. meet andrew and denise after tt.

i just finished my name tags. different lengths but wad the heck. im gonna be in sch by 1030. wooohoo. tmr is the day man. zzz.

two more days.

2006-03-28T15:46:00.000+08:00

i just came home from meeting not long ago. meetings are getting later. but its okie. two more days. yepp. the highly anticipated event of the year. oh wells. at least we know tt we're getting more productive each day. today was not a war time. surprisingly. sometimes ppl can take my feelings for granted. thinking tt im ms cheerful 24/7. PLS. we do feel. esp when stress are piling up. there is a DO NOT DISTURB sign across this 8cm radius face. in simpler terms, my round face. ppl dun get agitated for nothing. i hope.

ALP briefing. it was supposed to be at 1pm. but everything dragged till 1.45pm. it just reminded me of an incident tt happened a few weeks ago. the list of GLs names were called. congrats to yuting (;

i was telling ppl like elwin jo and pam ive been receiving all the bad news, i just hope to hear one good news. pam ignored me. elwin said he's going home and tt's a good news. okie right. jo asked me to do sai gang like refill her water bottle. andrew commented tt i always do all the sai gang. got tt face. thanks man.

one package is going out soon. im so happy.

i wasnt feeling too well today. actually since two days ago. but ive made it to sch. even ran in the rain to buy lunch for jo and yishungunman. i was touched by you when you called and the msg today to check if im fine. thanks. although others may not even bother or realised tt i exist. but im really happy tt ppl around do care for me. im losing touch with my friends. time to catch up really soon. ppl do change. even for the short period of time. or maybe my mindset of them changed. but wadever. tt is when their true selfs are out.

im so intoxicated by you.

2006-03-27T15:47:00.000+08:00

i had much fun yesterday. nope i dint regret going. yepp. went to meet jo in toa payoh. got my markers. and yea. head down to costa sands. we were looking looking looking and we found it finally. on the way there i was just yakking yakking yakking and singing as usual, jo just listened to all my nonsense.

we played captain's ball. something i really wanted to play after sec 4. hohoh. soiled and stinked. so my friend passed me his set of clothings for me to change. thanks. then played many other games like dog and bone, pictionary and some action games which was so damn funny. okie. yepp. went up to the room. i just cant sing man. i really cant. omg. hahaha. jumping around in the room, playing taidee and jo kept asking me to sing in from of two of them. oh no. then we went to the beach. leonard came. we were just ignoring him. cos he was so irritating. HAHAH. okie cos he was buzzing non stop. went home around 2 plus. and ive got work at 9. hahah. it was great knowing so many ppl and having so much fun with the exchange sessions at the same time. hahaha.

i happened to see wad i shouldnt be seeing accidentally. just tt 2 sec tells it all. some things are really beyond explanation. they are just pure excuses. save tt. thanks.

when i see you do you see me? but ive gotta say tt the feeling is just miraculously amazing. and i simply love it. (:

i was happy to see no email in my inbox. but when i looked into my gmail. spoils it all. nvm. will be in school for alp briefing tmr. then d and d meeting. like ive said. it'll be a war time.

do you treat others the way you do to me? okay wait. dun answer. i dun wan to know the answer. you can say tt i cant face it up. i just dun wana know. for if i know the answer i will be expecting, will we remain the same? things will eventually change. keep it. this close. (;

i contradict. but your actions proves me right.